The "Hippie's" Dark Corner Of Thoughts - April So Far...

This month has started off pretty damn exciting! Jaclyn & Jeanette have been here since Saturday and went home today. Eli pulled a hell of an April Fools joke on me & many other people!!! He wrote a fake suicide letter and posted it on MySpace as a bulletin. I read it Sunday night before crawling into bed with Jaclyn (she loves sleeping with me). At 1st I thought he was serious and cried for an hour. Then, realizing it was April 1st... Fucking shit! Duh!!! It had to be a joke I thought & went to sleep. Soggy pillow and stupid emotions be damned. What hell words and emotions can play with the human mind! Of course Eli let everyone know it was a joke the next day. No big deal, fucking brilliant joke, and I had the giggles because I was happy for him to be alive. I did not think he would commit suicide but lately other people have been doing other acts I would not imagine them doing. I got doubtful of him & his faith. I feel bad for doing & thinking negative but I guess I do not know him as well as I thought.